Inside Out

Involved in nature alone and cold

Thoughts searching for a north where to hold

Agony and anxiety resting in my shoulders and chest

Attempting to my breath, mind looking for a rest

Sleepy and contracted I remain laid down on the floor

Making me a simple guest of myself's host

And a mix of feelings about after, now and before

Tormenting myself and it looks like a ghost

I feel it, absorve it, dedicate its needed atention

Used to it, storm doesn't cause me anymore apprehension

Fear dissipates without lefting sequel

Nightmares and dreams sometimes feels equal

Up and down, life is also an aurora

Fresh wind proove feels like I'm gonna

Peace given as a sign of order

Let's enjoy, time's no longer harder

In a blink of eyes, much things between dreams remain

Like a window, eyes opening and things look the same

Don't fool yourself and watch with vision of change

Try lookin inside I realized the great I became

Awaked but not on a literally restriction

Not even noticed while searching inside

Seeing clearer now bounderies' restriction

Nature expressed into its wild